So I am in ORDINARY TIME. Waiting, quietly anticipating my Easter which is the fullness of our faith. - Father Ev Hemann
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Have I given God enough?
I thought I had given him everything
I thought I had given him everything
When I walked up the aisle at church
I prayed the prayer the preacher said
God said there's still more, I want you to search
I thought I had given Him everything
When every Sunday I filled a pew
I carried my Bible each Sunday morning
God said theres still more I want you to do
I thought I had given Him everything
When at lunch we listened to McGee
Tuning the radio to preachers while eating
God said there's still more I want you to see
I thought I had given Him everything
When each night I started to pray
Pouring out my wants, my hopes, my dreams
God said there's still more I want you to say
I thought I had given Him everything
When I promised Him my relationships
Striving for agape with friends and lovers
God said there's still more I want from your lips
I thought I had given Him everything
When I offered Him my wife and kids
Their life and their hearts for Him
God said there's still more that your heart forbids
I thought I had given Him everything
When I looked at my life in review
I had returned to God all He had given
God said, can't you see.. I want ALL of you!
©Brian Mullins, 2011
Sunday, June 12, 2011
Two Horses
My friend Birdie posted the following story and I just felt a need to share it this morning. Such an amazing lesson to be learned here.
Two Horses
Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it.
From a distance, each horse looks like any other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing....
Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him.
This alone is amazing.
If you stand nearby and listen, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field.
Attached to the horse's halter is a small bell. It lets the blind friend know where the other horse is, so he can follow.
As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see that the horse with the bell is always checking on the blind horse, and that the blind horse will listen for the bell and then slowly walk to where the other horse is,
trusting that he will not be led astray.
When the horse with the bell returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, it stops occasionally and looks back, making sure that the blind friend isn't too far behind to hear the bell.
Like the owners of these two horses, God does not throw us away just because we are not perfect or because we have problems or challenges.
He watches over us and even brings others into our lives to help us when we are in need.
Sometimes we are the blind horse Being guided by the little ringing bell of those who God places in our lives.
Other times we are the guide horse, helping others to find their way....
Good friends are like that... You may not always see them, but you know they are always there.
Please listen for my bell and I'll listen for yours.
And remember...
Be kinder than necessary - - - Everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
Live simply,
Love generously,
Care deeply,
Speak kindly.......
And leave the rest to God!
FOR WE WALK BY FAITH AND NOT BY SIGHT!
Author Unknown
When I read the story above today it reminded me to always trust in God. It also reminds me that sometimes God leaves thorns in our sides. That some of us remain 'blind' so to speak in some area of our life. That we must trust in the other person and their bell (The Holy Spirit) to help guide us through our life. That God will send someone to help us handle those cravings or urges and will never give us something that we can't learn to overcome, as long as we walk slowly and confidently towards that bell with every breath we take.
In Christ,
Brian
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Magnetism!
I had a friend ask today, why does Sin keep us from God? So I wanted to give the simplest example I could to illustrate exactly that.
Most people alive today have studied magnets. They understand that when a magnet is facing the same direction, as in the first image, they attract each other. But when you turn one magnet around and they are facing different directions, they repel. God is holy, that means He has no sin whatsoever. He can't touch sin, and sin can't go near Him. When we fill our life full of sin, it's like turning the magnet around. God is always facing good, He never turns to sin. So when we turn towards Sin we begin to repel God.
You see God hasn't changed at all. He's still there facing the same direction He always has. It's us who have moved. We turned from God to Sin. When we did that we are no longer aligned with God and we are separating ourselves from Him. Not because He wants us to, not because He has changed, but because we choose to place a barrier between us. Like a wall. We are repelling ourselves from God because Sin repels from God.
How do we fix that? What can we do to become clean again? How can we again orient our lives? It's a very simple step. We turn to Jesus. Jesus has already bridged the gap. We become obedient to Him out of our love. We go back to God in prayer and in heart! By reorienting our lives we start being attracted to God again who never changed. He starts pulling at us again. But theres still that wall... Jesus tears it down! He cleans the sin out of us and makes us Holy too. Then we can walk across the bridge that He has built, and into God's arms again.
In Christ,
Brian
Most people alive today have studied magnets. They understand that when a magnet is facing the same direction, as in the first image, they attract each other. But when you turn one magnet around and they are facing different directions, they repel. God is holy, that means He has no sin whatsoever. He can't touch sin, and sin can't go near Him. When we fill our life full of sin, it's like turning the magnet around. God is always facing good, He never turns to sin. So when we turn towards Sin we begin to repel God.
You see God hasn't changed at all. He's still there facing the same direction He always has. It's us who have moved. We turned from God to Sin. When we did that we are no longer aligned with God and we are separating ourselves from Him. Not because He wants us to, not because He has changed, but because we choose to place a barrier between us. Like a wall. We are repelling ourselves from God because Sin repels from God.
How do we fix that? What can we do to become clean again? How can we again orient our lives? It's a very simple step. We turn to Jesus. Jesus has already bridged the gap. We become obedient to Him out of our love. We go back to God in prayer and in heart! By reorienting our lives we start being attracted to God again who never changed. He starts pulling at us again. But theres still that wall... Jesus tears it down! He cleans the sin out of us and makes us Holy too. Then we can walk across the bridge that He has built, and into God's arms again.
In Christ,
Brian
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Do not judge a book by its cover
A friend of mine posted the following story on her wall, and I just had to share it. I won't bore you with a lot of words about it, but will just let you get to the story.
In Christ,
Brian
"Some people!" snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store.
"You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line," said a woman.
I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was. I saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it.
"It's one of them welfare card things. Darn people need to get a job like everyone else," said the man standing behind me.
The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment.
"It was me," he said, pointing to himself.
The young lady's face began to change expression. Almost in tears, she dropped the welfare card onto the counter and quickly walked out of the store. Everyone in the checkout line watched as she began running to her car. Never looking back, she got in and drove away.
I had learned never to judge anyone without knowing the circumstances of their life. This turned out to be the case today.
Several minutes later a young man walked into the store. He went up to the cashier and asked if she had seen the woman. After describing her, the cashier told him that she had run out of the store, got into her car, and drove away.
"Why would she do that?" asked the man.
Everyone in the line looked around at the fellow who had made the statement.
"I made a stupid comment about the welfare card she was using. Something I shouldn't have said. I'm sorry," said the man.
"Well, that's bad-real bad, in fact. Her brother was killed in Afghanistan two years ago. He had three young children and she has taken on that responsibility. She is twenty years old, single, and now has three children to support," he said in a very firm voice.
"I'm really truly sorry. I didn't know," he replied, shaking both his hands about.
"Are these paid for?" he then asked. He pointed to the shopping cart full of groceries.
"It wouldn't take her card," the clerk told him.
"Do you know where she lives?" asked the man who had made the comment.
"Yes, she goes to our church."
"Excuse me," he said as he made his way to the front of the line. He pulled out his wallet, took out his credit card and told the cashier, "Please use my card. PLEASE!"
The clerk took his credit card and began to ring up the young woman's groceries.
"Hold on," said the gentleman. He walked back to his shopping cart and began loading his own groceries onto the belt to be included.
"Come on people. We got three kids to help raise!" he told everyone in line.
Everyone began to place their groceries onto the fast moving belt. A few customers began bagging the food and placing it into separate carts.
"Go back and get two big turkeys," yelled a heavyset woman, as she looked at the man.
"NO," yelled the man.
Everyone stopped dead in their tracks. The entire store became quiet for several seconds.
"Four turkeys," yelled the man.
Everyone began laughing and went back to work.
When all was said and done, the man paid a total of $1,646.57 for the groceries.
He walked over to the side, pulled out his checkbook, and began writing a check-using the bags of dog food piled near the front of the store for a writing surface. He turned around and handed the check to the young man.
"She will need a freezer and a few other things as well," he told the man.
The young man looked at the check and said, "This is really very generous of you."
"No," said the man. "Her brother was the generous one."
Everyone in the store began to clap.
I drove home that day feeling very American.
In Christ,
Brian
"Some people!" snorted a man standing behind me in the long line at the grocery store.
"You would think the manager would pay attention and open another line," said a woman.
I looked to the front of the line to see what the hold up was. I saw a well dressed, young woman, trying to get the machine to accept her credit card. No matter how many times she swiped it, the machine kept rejecting it.
"It's one of them welfare card things. Darn people need to get a job like everyone else," said the man standing behind me.
The young woman turned around to see who had made the comment.
"It was me," he said, pointing to himself.
The young lady's face began to change expression. Almost in tears, she dropped the welfare card onto the counter and quickly walked out of the store. Everyone in the checkout line watched as she began running to her car. Never looking back, she got in and drove away.
I had learned never to judge anyone without knowing the circumstances of their life. This turned out to be the case today.
Several minutes later a young man walked into the store. He went up to the cashier and asked if she had seen the woman. After describing her, the cashier told him that she had run out of the store, got into her car, and drove away.
"Why would she do that?" asked the man.
Everyone in the line looked around at the fellow who had made the statement.
"I made a stupid comment about the welfare card she was using. Something I shouldn't have said. I'm sorry," said the man.
"Well, that's bad-real bad, in fact. Her brother was killed in Afghanistan two years ago. He had three young children and she has taken on that responsibility. She is twenty years old, single, and now has three children to support," he said in a very firm voice.
"I'm really truly sorry. I didn't know," he replied, shaking both his hands about.
"Are these paid for?" he then asked. He pointed to the shopping cart full of groceries.
"It wouldn't take her card," the clerk told him.
"Do you know where she lives?" asked the man who had made the comment.
"Yes, she goes to our church."
"Excuse me," he said as he made his way to the front of the line. He pulled out his wallet, took out his credit card and told the cashier, "Please use my card. PLEASE!"
The clerk took his credit card and began to ring up the young woman's groceries.
"Hold on," said the gentleman. He walked back to his shopping cart and began loading his own groceries onto the belt to be included.
"Come on people. We got three kids to help raise!" he told everyone in line.
Everyone began to place their groceries onto the fast moving belt. A few customers began bagging the food and placing it into separate carts.
"Go back and get two big turkeys," yelled a heavyset woman, as she looked at the man.
"NO," yelled the man.
Everyone stopped dead in their tracks. The entire store became quiet for several seconds.
"Four turkeys," yelled the man.
Everyone began laughing and went back to work.
When all was said and done, the man paid a total of $1,646.57 for the groceries.
He walked over to the side, pulled out his checkbook, and began writing a check-using the bags of dog food piled near the front of the store for a writing surface. He turned around and handed the check to the young man.
"She will need a freezer and a few other things as well," he told the man.
The young man looked at the check and said, "This is really very generous of you."
"No," said the man. "Her brother was the generous one."
Everyone in the store began to clap.
I drove home that day feeling very American.
Friday, June 3, 2011
Rome Wasn't Built in a Day
This morning the father at our church began a homily about a violinist and how it requires work and dedication. I have been thinking about the words he said as I worked in my backyard to finish up my little project. It's something that should have taken me a few hours on a single day, but instead it's taken me about a week to finish. I simply can't do it as fast as I used to, but I keep plugging at it.
I've been working on a few raised beds for lettuce. We had taken out some landscape timbers from the center of the yard, because the area around the tree wasn't being used for flowers and was simply overrun with weeds. Much easier for me to mow it down and keep it done. Nothing grows very well in the shade of a tree anyway. So I wanted to reuse those timbers and create an area for our lettuce, kale and other cruciferous vegetables.
I have learned from the years of working in construction as a lead man and foreman that to really do something right takes not only hard work, but also time and planning. I've also learned from my parents over the years that preparing a bed for a garden requires building it properly. You have to make sure the foundation is strong. Then you have to build on that foundation. In the case of a bed you need a good layer of weed block, newspaper, and mulch in order to kill down any unwanted weeds. We don't want the weeds stealing the nutrients and water from our food plants. Then you need some good, organic, (vegetable in my case) based compost. This puts food in the new soil for feeding the plants. On top of that finally goes the top soil. All of which creates an environment in which plants can thrive. Without any of them they might grow, but they don't thrive.
You see our soul is much like a garden bed. It requires planning, preperation, and a good strong foundation. The first thing we have to do is build the base, that is the foundation. The bible tells us that Paul built his foundation on Christ. 1 Corinthians 3:11 For no one can lay any foundation other than the one already laid, which is Jesus Christ. Any other foundation is not the proper one and will just fail to stand. It will fall apart, and eventually the world will destroy that garden bed through wind and rain.
Once we've established our foundation, we've got to put in the weed block! Our soul is constantly under attack by the things of this world. From sexual images everywhere, to a nearly constant barragement of improper language; we constantly are having things in our lives that effect how we think. Remember this simply phrase, Garbage in Garbage out. The most effective weed block for your soul is God himself. We lay down our weedblock by studying his word, spending time in prayer with him, keeping our minds on the things of God and not of this world.
Next we need a good, nutritious soil and compost. We are reminded many times that we need the word of God to nourish us. Jesus even told Satan in the desert, “It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God”. We feed our soul (plant) by continuing to dwell on God's word. This is a two fold thing! God's word is both the Bible, AND the Lord Jesus Christ. You feed your soul by both reading and studying scripture, AND through communion with God! Receiving Jesus into your body as often as possible, making it a holy place where God dwells instead of a worldly soul full of dust and cobwebs.
Once we have these things in place, we simply need to keep adding them over time. It's not enough to simply experience it once, living with God is a permanent life. We must be obedient, we must be repentant and we must strive to be Holy and continue to ask the Holy Spirit to lead us to be the person that God wants us to be! The word repent is not a single word, but a verb! It's a way of life. We need to confess our sins as often as we can, and turn away from them. Reconcile yourself to God, and watch as the grace flows in your life.
I pray that God will touch each of your hearts today, and fill you with that overwhelming love that He has shown me today. That you will be touched by the sadness as well that I have felt from God towards sin. May each of you come to know Christ as a personal savior, and continue to live in community with the members of His body. Serving one another as He, the King of the Universe, came to serve you and I. May you be filled with God's spirit in such abundance that when people look upon your face, they see the glow of God's presence as was seen in the face of Moses! And may others when they look upon you, not see you, but instead see Christ that lives in your heart.
In Christ,
Brian
Thursday, June 2, 2011
The Road to Emmaus
Often times we hear protests from others, even from fellow Christians. Protesting verbally, and maybe even spiritually about being able to see God. Why has God left me alone? Why can't I see Him? I need a sign to show me He still cares! We are often just like Thomas, “Unless I see the nail marks in his hands and put my finger where the nails were, and put my hand into his side, I will not believe.” John 20:25
Yet, Jesus gave us several examples about how God appears to us in the simple story of the road to Emmaus. (Luke 24) Two disciples were walking along the road to Emmaus when someone walked up and asked why they were sad. They said, How can you not know? Have you been out of town? Jesus was crucified today. The fellow then taught them about the scriptures and the prophets and how they testified of Jesus. They talked for a long time and as they approached their destination, they asked him to spend some time with them. They didn't recognize that it was in fact Jesus talking to them, until he went to break bread at dinner.
What does this teach us about God? It reminds us that often times we only see God when He is blessing us. We only notice what He's doing when He is breaking bread, that is about to feed us. We see God in our lives when someone gets a job after being unemployed for a long time. We see God in our lives when someone miraculously lives through a car wreck that should have killed them. We see God when we are healed from some pain that has been there a long time.
But do we always see God when he's right there? What about when things aren't going so well? When we are sad about someone dying? His disciples were distraught because they had just lost their master and their friend. They couldn't see God with Him standing right in front of them, saying don't be afraid! Instead they were in sorrow and wandering, not sure what to do with their life. It wasn't until God's hand stretched forth with sustenance that they said “Did you see that? That was God!”
Remember that right now we see through a veil, a shadow, as if looking in a mirror. We will see God face to face one day, but for now we can only see glimpses of Him. Look for Him in the flower after the thunder storm, still dripping with dew. Look for Him in the morning sunlight, warming your face and caressing your skin. Look for Him in the gentle breeze on a hot summer afternoon, bringing comfort and soothing sweat drenched shoulders. Look for Him in the face of a newborn child, still glowing and looking out with unconditional love. But above all, look for Him! You'll be surprised to find He's been there all along, you just failed to recognize Him!
Matthew 5:8 - Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God.
In Christ,
Brian
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
With great comfort, comes great responsibility
In class the other night we were posed a question. Do you think people are obsessed with money today? If so, do you think this is an American thing, or is it universal?
My answer to that question really brings up more questions, and more thoughts. I believe that the more affluent the nation, that is the higher the comfort level and the higher the incomes of its inhabitants, the more a problem it becomes. While there are many people who can have money and comfort, and still be very generous giving souls (Francis Chan for instance) there are many more who become more apathetic as they gain comfort. While we were discussing this, my good friend Nathan phrased it in a verry succint way: The more comfort we have, the less we give.
That's such a powerful way of saying it. As our comfort levels go up, the less empathy we seem to have. I think it's very much because of the lack of experience, the lack of a common suffering to keep us realizing that there are always those less fortunate. We live in a society where everyone seems to have a home, and most of those a tv, a phone, running clean water, a water heater, showers, indoor plumbing. We all have possessions, but how many of those possessions are wants and not needs? Do we lose some of our ability to be empathetic to others when we are not suffering any tribulation or trials? How much harder is it to think about the people in Africa in the blazing sun with no air conditioning, when we are comfortable and cool in our air conditioned homes. It's often not until we see pictures of these people suffering that we are even reminded that there is suffering in the world!
I am not saying that we don't suffer in some ways. But we often seem to think we have it bad, when God has blessed us so tremendously. Our good friends recently sold us a car, and I went to the DMV to do a title transfer and get tags. The lady behind the register said I needed my wifes signature on all the paper work. So I had to turn around and drive another hour to get her signature on the forms, and then come back. Then in the end it was a great deal of money more than I thought it would be! As I am on my way home, I'm literally complaining outloud about how much money I just had to spend. I went silent. God reminded me that he didn't have to give me the car, I had been praying for a car to help out in the summer and fall and here it was! Yet, after my prayers had been answered I was complaining about it!
In the story of the talents, Jesus reminds us that when the king gave out talents to each of his people, some made use of them and some buried them. (Matthew 25:14-30) The ones who made use of them could return the talents when the king returned, doubled. But the one who took what he was given and buried it, he had only the original talent to return. The King came back and blessed the two servants who had doubled his money! But the one who had done nothing, he took away the talent and gave it to someone who could use it! " For whoever has will be given more, and they will have an abundance. Whoever does not have, even what they have will be taken from them."
This is a reminder to us, that we have comfort and grace. That we are given in abundance, and God expects us to USE those talents for Him. We are supposed to share that grace and yes, those possessions with our neighbors. We are to take care of them and realize that they are blessings from God, gifts from Him! And if we don't use them, he'll take them away and find someone else who will. You've heard the phrase, if you don't use it, you'll lose it. This is so very true. Just like a beautiful singing voice, with practice becomes a thing of beauty, but when someone quits practicing they often lose that ability. Playing the guitar can be a lovely experience with practice and devotion, but if someone only picks it up once a year, they'll never develop that talent (even if they have a natural affinity for it.) Use your talents, and not just for yourself! Reduce your wants! Supply your needs, and with the excess help supply the needs of others.
In Christ,
Brian
Monday, May 30, 2011
One moment in time
Golden
Gently wafting sunshine brushing hair
Oceans of earth caressing souls
Summers breeze breaking stalks of green
Stumbling words, slipping lips
Tussled and tangled the roots
Angel hair pasta in the breeze
Mini me dancing one step at a time
Hearts warm like cocoa in snow
An empty lot of once dead trees
Fixated vision and shovelled plastic
A shower filled with God and peace
Dirt flowing down the drain
Feeding my soul with comfort
Sleep a humming bird in spring
As Golden hearts surround and fill
And I.. I am not worthy
Let Freedom Ring, but at what cost?
All to often Memorial day becomes a party. We spend all year saving up so that we can spend money on a new grill, a new patio etc. We spend time with our families while 'they' are still in the trenches. Crying tears of blood. Dying that we can turn our ac's up and grill some dead flesh. Today I try to remember that they fought for me. Not because I deserve it, much like Christ, they did it because they loved me. Or loved our country enough to sacrifice themselves for me. That's humbling.
Who Am I?
Who am I? That your blood should spill for me
Soaked in the rain of my own greed
Lose your life when the third match sparks
All for a big screen television?
As the thunder marches and the tide turns
The tank rolls through a garden distraught
A baby doll cracked in the sun of the desert
For organic broccoli and steamed greens
Helmets etched with phosphorus streams
As locust from hell chatter in the sky
Sign of the cross on a blood smeared head
So I can believe... or not.
Freedom rings from sea to sea
Over the corpses of the past
Star bedazzled crimson and blue
Each thread written for me and you
Yet like Nike on a billboard
Trudging beaten and bruised
The toy soldiers march on
Through sun and snow
Not for their own acclaim
Or even for glory or wealth
Like a lamb without blemish
On a cross of battered steel
A sacrifice of heart and soul
So the AC can keep going
And the SUV sparkle in the sun
A battle never won, but only begun
They march on. And on.
© Brian Mullins 2011
Who Am I?
Who am I? That your blood should spill for me
Soaked in the rain of my own greed
Lose your life when the third match sparks
All for a big screen television?
As the thunder marches and the tide turns
The tank rolls through a garden distraught
A baby doll cracked in the sun of the desert
For organic broccoli and steamed greens
Helmets etched with phosphorus streams
As locust from hell chatter in the sky
Sign of the cross on a blood smeared head
So I can believe... or not.
Freedom rings from sea to sea
Over the corpses of the past
Star bedazzled crimson and blue
Each thread written for me and you
Yet like Nike on a billboard
Trudging beaten and bruised
The toy soldiers march on
Through sun and snow
Not for their own acclaim
Or even for glory or wealth
Like a lamb without blemish
On a cross of battered steel
A sacrifice of heart and soul
So the AC can keep going
And the SUV sparkle in the sun
A battle never won, but only begun
They march on. And on.
© Brian Mullins 2011
A Living Sacrifice
Have you ever rested easy? Knowing that you had put in a hard days work? Gotten into the shower and watched as the hot water rolled across your skinning, taking with it a film of dark dirt and soap? There's something about an honest, hard days work. A day in which you have done everything you can and at the end, you know you couldn't have done it better. Nor could you have done anymore than what you'd already done.
I used to hate going out and mowing the yard. Yard work was just another thing on my list that I needed to do, but I had put in a good 12 or 16 hours at work, why come home and do more? I lived that way for many years, indeed doing nothing but coming home and hitting the computer. It wasn't much of a life really, but I thought I was being a good man. I worked, I paid for the roof over our heads, and I came home after work. No going out with the guys for a drink. But you know? It wasn't enough. It requires more than just a job to be a good husband. It also requires more than just doing what you 'have' too to get by. (That goes for wives too.)
Colossians 3:17 And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.
In 2007 I had my spine fused from T3 to L3. 3 feet of titanium on each side of my back, with 26 3 inch titanium screws holding it in place. Now to get out and simply mow the yard is almost more than I can do. But I relish it. Every single time. I miss going out and having a job, but there aren't many people will hire a man who can't work on his knees or climb a ladder for more than a few minutes at a time. Nor do they want a man who can't really lift. And in our society you would be surprised the looks a person like me gets when it the super market my wife has to get the pack of water and put it on the bottom of the cart, while I stand and just hold the cart. To be honest, I know why those looks are there. I don't look sick, I look healthy. It looks to many like I'm just to lazy to help. That drives me at times to do things I shouldn't, because I don't want to stand and watch. I want to participate and work with others. Then I spend a day in the bed or sitting on the couch doing nothing, because I'm in too much pain to do anything.
My point is not that I want sympathy, I dislike pity more than just about anything. What I want is for people to realize how much of a blessing it is to do something simple, like mowing the yard. To go out in the sun and dig a ditch or plant some veggies. What used to take me a few hours now takes me a week or more. The one difference between then and now is I have truly learned the phrase, "Everything you do, do for the Lord." I may not get a third of what another person gets done, but when I do I feel a sense of accomplishment. I know without a doubt when I finish I did the best I could, as fast as I could and with as much skill and effort as I can muster. Are there times I don't get the house clean? Yes. There are days I can't physically stand long enough to do the dishes. Granted some days are better than others. But in the end, I want to know that I didn't sit down and not do the dishes out of sheer laziness. That when I can, I do. That in every single action I am working as hard as I can, and doing it not for myself but to serve others and to serve God.
1 Peter 4:11 If anyone speaks, he should do it as one speaking the very words of God. If anyone serves, he should do it with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen.
I miss work. I miss going out and hanging lights. Driving and running a bucket truck to work on neon signs 30+ feet in the air. Simply climbing a ladder to change a ballast or bulbs. I miss finishing the day covered in sweat, and being able to look back at what I had accomplished and saying, "I did that." But I also know that I am now working for God more than I ever did then. So I encourage you to go out each and every day and serve God. To give 100% and earn every penny that you are making. To be content with what you are making, for there are many out there making nothing. To cherish every single moment with your families and friends, and to teach your children and your children's children how to do the things every person should know. The future is never certain, but serving our God is. He is the same yesterday, and today, and tomorrow. Let us worship Him not just in our prayers and songs, but in our very breath. Our life itself a living sacrifice to the King of Kings.
In Christ,
Brian
Thursday, May 26, 2011
A lamp in a basket, or a spotlight in the forest?
The world is a scary place. To Christians that should mean we want to share the gospel with as many as we can. After all if we truly believe that Jesus Christ is the messiah, then we should want everyone to have what he offers. To free them from the fear of life, to free them from the darkness.
You see people are out there in the world, lost in the dark. It's like a dense jungle of sin. Everywhere around them are pitfalls, places they can fall and get hurt, and yes death. They can't see because they don't have a light. Outside of the jungle in the light of Christ is where we are, but that's not where we are called to stay. You see Jesus has commissioned each one of us as a rescue team member. We are to go into the jungle with our trusty light and help light the way to the real source of light, Jesus Christ.
We have that light inside of us. How are we using it though? Jesus told us "No one, when he has lit a lamp, covers it with a container, or puts it under a bed; but puts it on a stand, that those who enter in may see the light. For nothing is hidden, that will not be revealed; nor anything secret, that will not be known and come to light." Luke 8:16-17 Jesus was telling us that once we have our light, our lives should change! They should change in a way that others are seeing our light, and want to go where it shines as well.
But to me there is another problem we often have, especially when we are just coming to God. We get so excited, and rightly so! But then we turn on our spotlights and go out into the dark. The people in the dark, just like in a dark room, have adjusted their eyes. A bright light hurts, but a spotlight blinds! They see the spotlight and the move away, often falling into another pit or down a hill. They don't want anything to do with that light because it hurts! It's not the light that hurt! It's the presentation of that light.
We need to be more like a candle, a soft and gentle, warm and welcoming light! One that gently illuminates the ground, and shows them that the hand of the Holy Spirit is right there reaching out to them. All they need to do is see that hand, that offer of hope, and then their eyes are opened. The Holy Spirit leads them to Jesus and then He gives him a light of their own. You meanwhile keep going, and finding other lost people in the darkness. So how are you reaching others? Are you showing them love and gentleness? The hope that is found in Christ? Or are you blinding them with a spotlight of anger and condemnation, that never lets them see past the blaring light to the source of that light?
Just something to think about.
In Christ,
Brian
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
I cannot find the words
Tonight at our study group we are talking about divorce and annulments. To me it's less about divorce and more about the sanctity of marriage, less about an annulment and more about the permanent mark on our souls. I tried many times to write specifically about marriage.. but instead.. I found I don't have the words. I cannot express how my wife makes me feel in mere words, but it requires actions.. I have to live them, live the love I feel and show it. Because it's more than a word can express.
I cannot find the words
I want to write about love,
But my heart can't form the words.
Sent from our God up above,
To deep to express that unheard.
I want to tell others about you,
the other part of what is me.
But no word will ever do
Even from bended knee.
I want to express that look
In your eyes as you search my face
That part would take many a book
to express that simple grace.
I want to sing to the world
A song about my heart complete
The wings of a dove unfurled
The love of my lover, replete
I want to dry away your tears
The pain of which I cannot abide
I want to share in your fears
To bring you to safety and hide
More precious than gold your smile
More lovely than silver your hair
The paths of your heart my aisle
The touch of your hand my fare
But I cannot express that completeness
Not in mere words or images today
Your heart fills mine with sweetness
Your very words of your mouth my sleigh
Let us never be seperate in heart
Even if we must be in life a while
These five years just a start
You will always be my life, my smile.
I cannot find the words
I want to write about love,
But my heart can't form the words.
Sent from our God up above,
To deep to express that unheard.
I want to tell others about you,
the other part of what is me.
But no word will ever do
Even from bended knee.
I want to express that look
In your eyes as you search my face
That part would take many a book
to express that simple grace.
I want to sing to the world
A song about my heart complete
The wings of a dove unfurled
The love of my lover, replete
I want to dry away your tears
The pain of which I cannot abide
I want to share in your fears
To bring you to safety and hide
More precious than gold your smile
More lovely than silver your hair
The paths of your heart my aisle
The touch of your hand my fare
But I cannot express that completeness
Not in mere words or images today
Your heart fills mine with sweetness
Your very words of your mouth my sleigh
Let us never be seperate in heart
Even if we must be in life a while
These five years just a start
You will always be my life, my smile.
Monday, May 23, 2011
True Friends
What is a friend? It's much different than an aqauintance, or an associate. In our world of social networking we often think of friends as someone who is on our list, and some of those we wouldn't even recognize if they were to talk to us face to face. It doesn't mean there isn't some level of comradarie there or a level of friendship, just that there are some defining charactaristics of friends.
A friend is someone who is always there for you. Proverbs 18:24 There are “friends” who destroy each other, but a real friend sticks closer than a brother
You see a true friend doesn't need things from you to be present. When I was going to college I was very poor. I lived in a small house that was often dirty, and I do not mean just a little but filthy. I didn't have money to eat everyday and often ate with my parents instead. On the weekends it was a popular place! There were always people there eating whatever I had gathered for the parties, drinking the alcohol, and having a blast. They were my 'friends'. Then I stopped drinking, and began to try to live for God. It was amazing how few people came by anymore. How many of them didn't even talk to me in the hallways at college. I wasn't even one of those bold Christians, I was shy about my faith. That's when I realized that they weren't freinds... they were there as long as they got something out of it.
Ecclesiastes 4:9–12 Two people are better off than one, for they can help each other succeed. If one person falls, the other can reach out and help. But someone who falls alone is in real trouble. Likewise, two people lying close together can keep each other warm. But how can one be warm alone? A person standing alone can be attacked and defeated, but two can stand back-to-back and conquer. Three are even better, for a triple-braided cord is not easily broken
True friendship is a two way street. It doesn't have to be earned or purchased. It also ins't just one person 'needing' the other all the time. There should be conversations on both sides! We all have problems, but it's very draining when we attach ourselves to a 'friend' who never wants to know how we are, or even bothers to ask. They simply send us messages or comments about their life, and never about each others. There should be days when you think of your friend and call them or send them an email and say, I haven't heard from you in a long time. I was worried about you! Or we send them a private message and say "Hey I was thinking about you today! God put you on my heart, and I just wanted to say I really do cherish you as a friend."
Proverbs 17:17 A friend is always loyal, and a brother is born to help in time of need
You see a friend is someone who gives as much as they take, if not more so. If both friends are giving, neither will have want for anything in the relationship. It's just as important that you learn what is bothering your friends, as it is for your friends to learn what is bothering you. It's also important to realize there ARE draining spirits out there. These are those friendships where you never get any give or take, only take. Where that 'friend' never cares about you and how you are doing, but is always complaining, whining about their life, and never listening to a word you say. They aren't using you for comfort, they just want to have a sounding board.. someone to listen to 'me me me.' Friendship isn't about 'me'. It's about 'us'. Part of us is you! It's ok to tell someone when you're genuinely hurting, but you need to listen to what they say! You need to try to feel better and at some point, even if you're not feeling better say "enough about me! Let's talk about you now!"
Proverbs 27:9 The heartfelt counsel of a friend is as sweet as perfume and incense.
Friends are honest with one another. We don't tell each other things only to make us feel better... we tell them because it's the truth. We come out and say 'You're problem is this!' Tact is important, becaues we shouldn't casually hurt one another. But sugar coating, or lying to make someone feel better will not help them! They need the truth, and they need to accept it. WE also need the truth, and should be willing to listen to our friends.. because our true friends are coming from their heart. They are telling us the truth BECAUSE they love us.
John 15:13–15 There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends. You are my friends if you do what I command. I no longer call you slaves, because a master doesn't confide in his slaves. Now you are my friends, since I have told you everything the Father told me
And finally, true friendship is about sacrifice! It's about doing things we don't want to do, because our friends need us! It's about being there when the friend needs us, and about our friends being there for us as well! A true friend will offer to help when you have a problem. He will take you out when you're sad and sit and listen. And most of all, he'll sacrifice his time. Time seems to be the most valuable thing in our society. We hear 'time is money' or 'my time isn't free.' That makes it even more important to give your time! A few moments of just listening, or being a shoulder to cry on can be a moment that lasts a life time.
Are you a true friend? Do you listen to your friends talk? Or are you simply waiting for your 'turn' to speak. Do you genuinely know your friends and what they do? What makes them happy? What makes them sad? Do you spend time with them? Or only come around when 'you' need something. Remember two things, a spouse or boyfriend/girlfriend is not just a person, but a friend. They need you as much as you should need them. You should spend time with them, speak to them, love them! Secondly, Jesus Christ is your friend. Have you been spending time with Him? Do you pray only when you need something? Or do you pray when everything is wonderful and simply say, Thank you Lord! Do you spend your time speaking at God, but not to? Is it only a one way street? When was the last time you 'stopped' and 'listened?'
In Christ,
Brian
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